*.* Updates *.*
I am back to update things that in my mind and my heart can't keep it for too long if not I will break down hahaha. =) Well it already dec of 2010 that super fast but seriously my mind is still on jan lol! It way too fast already this year so fast that even all my friends say this this year has been way too fast like f1 lol!
Well I am very please with myself because I did stuffs that I would never thought of doing and ever have a chance of doing. XD Well one meaningful thing/event that I help was the fashion minds 2010 it was a fashion shows for kids and minds kid to raise public awareness of the minds kids that we should accept them and love them for who they are!
It was a meaningful event and I thank God for this opportunity to help/serve in this event. Thank to Catherine too knowing that I am free while taking a break offer me a chance to help her out with this event. I have gain a lot of experience from this event and it also train my character as well like patience I lack patience especially to kids hahaha and also to be more loving and accepting to kids that are different from the other kids. It a challenge indeed and it was like a character moulding class for me to be a better person and more like christ!
I am very happy/please with myself at first I was doubting myself whenther I could do it hahaha well the end result is I did it! I am sure God is happy with me and my performance as well. =)
Well I also manage to practise guitar like never before and I am very happy with my standard so far! It been a long journey and but it will never end cause guitar-ing has become part of me. Times where I feel hopeless or lonely I will take out my guitar to just praise and worship God! It just encourage me and His presence so awesome! Thank God for inputting such a wonderful gift in me. Hope to be able to use this gift to bless other to draw people near to the presence of God! =)
Lastly I really pray that I will find a job that suitable for me a job that is for me! I am sure there is one job that God has prepared for me! It just a matter of time so for now I shall wait and pray earnestly for it! =D Well I think that all for update lol! TATA XD
*.* Time for an update *.*
Well I am back basically because I am bored and I realise I have not been blogging. =) Well I have finally ORD from the army now I need to welcome reservice, I dun know how many cycles I have. Anyway It been a great journey, good or bad I have learnt a lots of things in army the good one and the bad one no point harping on it because it time to move on! =D
I realise after I orded I am lost pretty amazed by it too! Before I ord, I have so many plans but after I ord my mind just go blank. I was lost even in my church life I was pretty lost because of a major news in church and My whole zone was under another zone pst supervision as my zone pst went to marketplace ministry. My lost was not that I dun know what I want to do in life but the sudden urge to step into adulthood and start working shakes me.
Well as for my spiritual life, everything was doing well but the news shakes me sigh. I should not be shaken being in church for quite a while I should lead the rest by example not be shaken but sometimes it can't be avoided? Shaking/threshing will strengthen me to go further. =)character need to be improved attitudes as well to be moulded to be more like Jesus He the perfect example! =D
Well as for the vision God gave me, I am so assured that God is right and He never wrong even when i doubt about myself and the visions He never fail to show me signs of the visions that He is going to bring it to past! =D Slowly but surely delay is not denial! Thank God He is making a path for me for the visions He have gave me so wonderful and loving. =)
Last but not least I wanna thank God for bring me through the army, this 2 years have been life changing for me without Him I dun know could I have ord. Thank God for His grace, mercy, strength and wisdom too for bringing me through all the chc biblestudies level I have finally graduated from the chc biblestudies! It a great achievement for me because it mean that I have the foundation of the word of God.
=D Last but not least Happy moment praise God, Difficult moment seek God, Quiet moment worship God, Painful moment trust God, Every moment thank God! =D
Saturday, August 28, 2010
*.* You Are My Father by TW *.*
Verse 1:
It doesn't matter where I run, You're there for me
It doesn't matter what I've done Your love's for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace
Verse 2:
It doesn't matter where I go, You walk with me
It doesn't matter when I fall, You cover me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace
Chorus:
You are my Father, Provider
You're my Deliverer
Your mercies embrace me, surround me
Through Your everlasting love
Father I worship You
Father I worship You
Bridge:
And Your love is for me
And Your love is for me
And Your love is forever
Ending:
Father I worship You
Father I worship You
Father I worship You
Father I worship You
Father I worship You...
The lyrics I bold it are the one that touch me deeply this period for me is one of my worst and darkest momment, where what I really want was almost at hand but out of a sudden it gone and just like that I lost it. But I have gotten over it already and I believe that God has a higher purpose for me. =D
